Ivy's Little Space

2012-01-14T11:35:00.002+08:00

To be honest, I seriously HATE him. I know the word "HATE" is a strong word but yeah he is the most pathetic person in this world. He is a spoil brat ( Which he never realise). He is the laziest person I've ever known ( Never do house chores unless people ask him to do so). He NEVER take the initiatives to work at the office. He can sleep and play games 24/7 without food. Though I've tried my best to help out but still, Im a girl. I will get tired too. But I just can't stop. Because i dont wanna see sad or angry faces around me. Sometimes i really hope that he will change his habits and stuff. To lessen my burden and others too. Sigh.

2011-12-07T00:02:00.002+08:00

Like what they always said, there are no fairytales in reality. I used to think that if we believe in it, it will happen but it turns out to be different. Sometimes when u look at what other person have, its definitely better than what u currently own. To comfort yourself, you would say " Nevermind, who knows it might happen to you one day". But u see, sometimes, people never realize how worse they are and for u, u think its the best already. I know we cannot expect more already and we cant be greedy but when u're in need of one thing, which is " care", you just can't help it.

2011-11-29T20:13:00.002+08:00

And so, i passed all my units for this sem again!!! yaynesss!!!! God really hear my prayers and all the hardworks, tears and sweats indeed pay off... =).

2011-11-01T07:11:00.001+08:00

YAy!!! Im done with examsss! Now im nervous for my results already like wth. But anyway.. Im gonna enjoy my holidays to the max!.. Not gonna miss out the fun this year. Byeeess!

2011-10-29T19:20:00.002+08:00

Two days later from today will be my very last paper for this semester and to be honest, Im not really nervous about this paper which is not good coz Im afraid that I cant answer those questions. God please, please help me for this upcoming exam. Grant me the wisdom when Im attempting this paper. Amen. Anyways, I cant wait for him to come back again this year. 4 more weeks to go and I will see him again. Kinda excited when I think bout it because we gonna celebrate Christmas, New Year and Chinese New Year together and not forgeting our trip to KK next January. Hopefully I would not be taking summer course coz I dont wanna miss the fun with my love.

2011-10-24T07:20:00.003+08:00

Today is the day. God Please Guide me and Help me to overcome all the problems. Amen.

=/

2011-10-21T18:10:00.001+08:00

This is what I've been doing lately...Memorizing all these... More to come. D=..

2011-10-18T21:12:00.002+08:00

So, am currently doing my revision for my exams which is sucks. Hate it. But on the bright side, i manage to watch him sleeping live on the cam right now. So adorable as he is hugging the lil piggy i gave him during our second valentine. Wow, i can't believe we've gone through so much thick and thin together and look, we're still holding on. God Bless this relationship a lot and I should thanks God for sending such a caring and loving boy into my life.
Anyway, any idea of which phone is better nowadays? Samsung Galaxy S11 or Iphone 4s?... hmmmmm ..... tough decision. Gotta do more research about those phones after my exams... toodles.

Peeeeeekkaaaaaabbboooooo

2011-10-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

Heylow peeps. I are back for good..So yeah. Exams is next week and Im still relaxing here like what the hell. Lots of things happen around me nowadays and Im pretty much manage to pull it off. Anyways, time passes so fast without realising that its the mid of october already. Gosh. =/. I guess I have nothing much to say here. Tata.

I need to take a break !

2011-06-19T15:30:00.004+08:00

Happy Sunday everyone =P..=) So not in the right mood now . Going off tomorrow but I can't feel any excitement in me. Things had been so messed up and it's kinda stressful to face it every SINGLE day. Anyway, almost done with my packing and stuff but still lacking of one more thing.. contact lens. I mean I need an extra one.. For just in case something happen with my current lens. But hopefully not. hehehe... Had been so busy with stuffs at dad's office for the past few weeks without realising that my dear friend Flora is leaving soon. The bad thing is that I cannot get to meet her before she go to Singapore to further her studies =( .. coz I will be still in NZ that time so I got no chance to meet her before she go...That is super sad but on the bright side, she will be coming back this September and hopefully we can meet up for lunch or dinner or something. So gonna wish her all the best in her studies and take a good care of yourself girl.. and oh yeah..enjoy shopping over there yeah..=)..

2011-06-17T10:58:00.004+08:00

Its another Friday.. I realised that I love to blog on Fridays.hmm.. Weird.. Anyways, packing in progress and so much thing to bring over coz I will be staying in Cowland for almost a month and hopefully everything goes perfectly well. God please bless us. Heard bout the volcano eruption as well as the earthquake in CHCH??? I mean what the heck? Those things practically spoils my mood for the whole week but then I try not to think about it.. sigh.. I mean hey? It should be a happy & awesome vacation not a sad and moody one. So cheers...=) Yeah 2 more days to go.. Oh I really cant wait and darn i have got flu since 2 days ago and what a coincidence.. grrrrrrrr... and hopefully I will recover before i take off. God please please please heal me. Amen=)
Oh oh!!! I alomost forgot!!! My freaking parcel arrived dy !! Like AT LAST!!! AFTER 2 FREAKING MONTHS OF WAITING!!!! urggghh...but anyway.. it's worth the wait as the brushes are SUPER DAMN SOFT!!! Hooorayyyy!!! I'v e been wanting a set of make up brushes for such a long time ago.. well not long ago.. i mean like since 2 years ago I believe.. Nvm. Well, Overall, this month can consider as the happiest month of all but of course excluding those pain in the ass finals. =/.. Here's some sneek peek of my brushes. TEEEHEEEE....

Back In PEACE!!! (\/)

2011-06-10T16:32:00.003+08:00

Well hello guys!!!

Im back as u can see from my title though.... Sorry that I haven't been blogging much lately.. as usual.. Hahaha... Im not a good blogger though ( now thats boring n sucks). I know I know... But hey I have got reasons behind all these. Have been caught up with final exams.. yeah u heard me FINAL EXAMS!!! And YES I've just done my last paper today so YAYYYYYYYYY!!!! *dance with joy* HAHA!!!!! I'm super duper excited and hopefully I manage to pass all my papers * fingers cross*. !10 more days to go and I will be in sheep and cow cow land weeeeee <3.....Oh I just Can't wait for it to come and hopefully its gonna be an awesome trip of the year!! hehehe...
Man I've been waiting for my parcel to arrive from the States and till now I still haven't receive it. I mean I ordered those brushes since 2 months ago and till now I haven't receive any notification or news from the seller... Hopefully it will arrive before I go off...^%^&^%^%^!!! Well, I guess I have nothing much to say now. Till then TATA!!!!

Dull Sunday

2011-04-10T10:50:00.003+08:00

Hello Sunday.. I love Sundays.. But I'm not happy today. I need to work on my assignments. Gosh, I realised that I've been complaining a lot bout my assessments ever since uni started. I dont know why I'm getting lazy day by day. I practically do not have / not in the right mood to work on it. What's more it's due this coming Friday!!.. And I seriously need a break. I need a vacay, I need to pamper myself and most of all I need HIM. Life is not treating me well ever since he left. But hey friends, it doesn't mean that you guys are not good ok.. You guys are AWESOME!! Im telling the truth ok? Thanks for spending time with me all this while. You know who you are.

2011-04-07T17:00:00.002+08:00

I miss my baby RAYMOND YEK ING HOCK so badly.. I miss his warm hug, I miss his soft kiss on my cheeks and forehead, i miss his smile, i miss him being around at home with me every night.. I wish time pass quickly so that i can see my baby again...
Just got my assignment mark for eib last week and I'm freaking satisfied with my mark but not my entrepreneur's. but oh well... Im not far behind from the highest mark. So cheers... Alright people.. I gotta go now.. Heading to church for confession. Bye <3

2011-03-21T20:55:00.002+08:00

ahhhh.. Entre, puhhlease have mercy on us.. And turnitin.. pls go away.... I hate u for making our life miserable.... Similarities must be below 1% and 5% are consider as high percentage of plagiarising..Now tell me...what am I suppose to do now?? Hang myself or jump down from the building? *sigh*.. Everybody are doing the same topic and group members are using the same company ... How to avoid plagiarising? U tell me...T.T

2011-03-20T21:32:00.003+08:00

Hello Im back... hah...when was the last time I blogged? It's been a while. Been very busy for the past few weeks and yeah uni assessments are killing me so badly right now. Sometimes i feel like wanna get out of uni as soon as possible. I know i'll probably change my mind about this when I get to work next time ...
New friends? Yeah...Only some not much... still seeing old faces though..But it is good to be back in Uni again coz at least I can spend my time wisely without wasting my time doing useless stuff. What the heck am I talking about?
Sigh, I guess u all had probably heard the news of the earthquake and tsunami in Japan. It's like the worst nightmare for them espcially those kids who lost their family and friends and old people.. Please keep them in your prayers everyone... every prayer counts in and I'm sure God will find a way to help them and protect them at this moment of time. Hang in there brothers and sisters in Japan. God loves you.

2011-02-20T17:40:00.003+08:00

I miss him so terribly right now ='(... Thanks for the lovely time that you've spend for me during these 3 months holiday and the gifts that you gave me on Valentine's day. i love you dear.

The visits

2011-02-13T19:01:00.002+08:00

Was having so much fun with my ex classmates from diploma today at my house.. Well actually not all are my ex classmates coz some further their studies with me too... So happy to see them. Didn't take any picture which is absolutely crap. Totally forgot about that though. But then, I did had a great time with them the whole afternoon. =)

Greetings

2011-02-11T21:28:00.004+08:00

Celebrations, preparations and vacations have kept me so busy these few weeks that I've been neglecting my blog for more than one month already... well hello, its February already.. and seriously I haven't had enough sleep for the past few weeks which basically makes me feel weak and exhausted for the past few days. Just got back from my new year trip to Guilin with mom , dad and my little bro.( 12 days after my Singapore trip) And no, he's not little any longer. He's 21 this year by the way. Gosh... time passes so fast that i didn't or never realized that I'm actually 23 this year. Sounds old to me. But I'm still my parents little girl and someone's little pui pui..<3 I must say that Guilin is an awesome place to live for old folks coz its beautiful, peaceful together with a fascinating view especially at this particular city/town called Yangshuo. Its actually not far from Guilin city and it takes roughly around one and a half hour drive from Guilin. Frankly speaking, I really love and quite enjoy this trip though compare to last year trip to Zhang Jia Jie.

2011-01-06T16:43:00.001+08:00

It's hard to depend on others sometimes...

fml

2010-12-23T13:41:00.002+08:00

Hello blog… I basically not in the right mood today.. Coz I realised that people are sooo not considerate bout others. One thing for sure is that they just care about themselves and obviously they are self-centred. I don’t know but for me, I’d always think about others. How they feel, what they want, where they got hurts and stuffs… I feel like I’ve been trapped in the world of selfishness and harshness. And I also feel like I’ve been controlled by people. Controlling over my life’s and stuffs. I mean come on… Can’t I have anytime for myself? Can’t I make my own decision and do whatever I want? Can’t I live my own life? I’m sorry God coz I really feel like spilling out what is in my heart right at the moment. I’m sorry for complaining too much but I really feel like at certain point my life is unfair…

2010-12-20T21:28:00.006+08:00

Its the 20th of December and its 5 days away till Christmas!!!! YIPPY!!!!!! Aren't you guys excited and happy for the coming of Christ???? We should be happy and celebrate for the coming of Christ!!! I'm almost done with my christmas shopping and just left one more and I'm done with everyone's pressie!!! Hopefully everyone loves their gifts....=) Cheers people <3......

In our life.........

2010-12-16T12:07:00.004+08:00

It is awesome meeting new friends or get to know new people in your life but hey, don't get me wrong coz I am not the most social person on earth seeing that I don't really click with everybody or anybody . I know I'm such a loner. But seriously I really am. I've been trying so hard to mix around these few years but mostly fails (in terms of friendship). It will be worth working on and keeping it, however it takes time to find those connection. The most important thing is trust in between. It is hard to trust someone and it is hard for me to put trust on anyone now . Of course except my families and bf. For god sake why would you lie to the one who trusted you so much? Tell me what will you get or what is the benefit of telling lie? Therefore, it is very hard to squeeze a relationship (friendship) in because it has already becomes a phobia in you. So many of us have at least one bad story in life.. So perhaps, maybe we will feel better if we share our stories with families at least we can be aware of it next time. Oh yes, and bear in mind that your own secrets might be reveal too if the one you've told is a scumbag.

My spririt lifted high!!!!

2010-12-15T09:55:00.004+08:00

So yeah!!! I've Passed all my units this semester!!!!!YAY!!!!!!! Gosh, was feeling nervous last night before they released the result...and surprisingly I passed managing change which is my worst nightmare throughout the semester and the only unit I'm worried the most!!! Because its super tough as what all the seniors said and there are lotsa theories that we need to understand and memorise... Praise the Lord !!! I've passed it!!! Now I can enjoy my holidays peacefully and i can proceed for tougher units next year... geezz..... Cheers people!!!

2010-11-24T14:46:00.005+08:00

Last paper today!! And I'm free like a bird now... So many plans and it makes me suffocated just now... LOLss....But I'm feeling slightly better now.. Had my lunch at McD with Ray and others at parkson and got bumped into sis and bro in law hehehe.... Well, Im gonna get my pressie tonight!! yay!!! Mum and dad will be back by tonight too and i guess we will be having dinner outside again...=) I dont know what happened to me coz I just cant stop eating and my weight is increasing...Is this a disease or what????gosh... I should go for cardio or stuffs or anything as long as it can burn all my fatssss away.. =S...

Was planning to watch Harry Potter today but hopefully I can watch it tonight or other times... hehe... *yawns* Im pretty tired and exhausted and I think Imma off for a nap now...Byesss....

Huha.....

2010-11-20T13:40:00.003+08:00

So the bf is back (at last).... and this means vacation, shopping and food hunting time!! Weee..... Well, my depressed mood drop drastically after he came back last Sunday.... So buh bye moody bugs... And to those hypocrites, you might think that I'm the bad, mean or anything I dont care anymore... But bear in mind and always remember, those caring and love for you which had been given by us will be wash down to the drain... You asked for it!! No one force you.. and yeah I'm kinda pissed off after i heard the news... I thought that you will take a good care of it but its ok coz at least it would not suffer in your hand anymore...

Anyways, Im very happy coz we went to excapade yesterday with the bf and his friends.. and thanks to Shaun for the ride...=) Those raw foods really awesome!!! Thumbs up!! Oh yeah... Still left 1 more paper to go and I'm freeeeeeee like HELL!!!! HAHAHA!!! Christmas is around the corner and I'm freaking excited!!! Coz dear gonna cook some dishes for christmas... After that we can countdown for our trip to KL and Sg... weee.... Its been so long we didn't go for vacation together.. I guess its time to pamper ourselves with some shoppings and foodie!! Geezzz... how am I gonna lose weight if my mind keep on thinking about foods? I cant believe I'm hell heavy now..shhhh...not gonna tell u my weight though.... CHEERS!!!

Why?

2010-10-24T16:58:00.003+08:00

I don't know since when I'm an optimist person??? I mean, you see many people open their hearts and confides me by telling me their problems, snags and stuffs and I'm the one trying to comfort them and cheer them up. Instead, I can't even think like how I said to other people whenever I'm dying from inside by saying " Oh , don't worry about me.. I'm Ok".. But the truth is, I'm not ok. Why am I hiding all this all the way? Carry all the burden without asking for any help...? But come to think of it, it is better that not to tell coz I rather carry it myself instead of troubling people to carry the same burden with me. It will be double the misery....T.T

2010-10-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

U're driving me NUTS!!!! Get it.....!! NUTS!!!! Why you do this to me? Did I do anything that offended you? Did I? I've tried my best to make you happy but yet you make me sick, disappointed and sad all the time. Sometimes I really dont know what you want from me...

=D

2010-10-19T19:36:00.002+08:00

I'm sooooOOOooooOOOoooo happy today !!! YAY!!! I received my parcel today!!! OMG!!!! Thanks to the seller coz her service is awesome!!! Gotta buy more from her soon but not now coz I've just place my order on another seller hehehehehehe......=)

Dum dee dum dum dee dum dum dee dum dum!

2010-10-18T22:12:00.005+08:00

Finally , I've already done those 2 freaking presentations last week.. So no more... YAY!!!! But one more group assignment to go *yawns*... I wish there's someone who can replace me coz im super duper lazy at the moment...I've just finished the LAST topical issue which i think I've done it quite bad coz basically I think it's kinda hard to find those articles.. Oh well, fingers cross and hopefully I can get higher marks ... Finals is around the corner and as usual, I havent started anything yet but i will ok? LOlssss *as if* It's a miracle if you guys see me do revision this early... but who knows... Right?? LOLssss...But I love the exam timetable coz both units has a big gap in between... so yeah.. I got plenty of times yo!

Recently, I'm sooooo damn addicted with make ups ( thanks to Sophie n Flora).... Coz I finally realised that make up is VERY VERY crucial for ladies... I guess LOL.... well this is what i think.. who knows... haha...maybe wrong I dont know.... And I really invested a lot on it and I think its a bad sign coz there will be a BIG, HUGE, MASSIVE hole in my purse.... *cries*..... I should have save some money for my Sg trip next year... But then again ... Those palettes really makes me happy...Today, I told Sophie that I even dreamt about those palettes but I think in her mind she was like " What the Heck ?".. LOls... so yeah...

I've got a long list of stuff waiting for me.... gosh..And yes... I wanna get a watch so badly... I need a watch... My previous watch from Guess can't function anymore... sobs... It's my fav watch man... The guy said I dropped it therefore it cant work anymore.... But then I think I should just keep it to become an antique for my great grand son or daughters... LOLsss...

Hehe... My latest pic.... In the Library yo!!!

2010-10-14T20:08:00.001+08:00

I love you....

2010-10-13T23:51:00.004+08:00

If tomorrow never comes......My words never comes in your mind.....

Change Direction

2010-10-13T22:33:00.004+08:00

.... Basically this is how and what B felt whenever B see the way A talk, stare and also body contact with C.... And its totally different from how A treated B....... Sometimes B wonder, whether A is making the right choice? Maybe, B is just the replacement or just a bridge for A to cross over... Well, if it is... Pls dont let B suffer anymore.... Coz it hurts a lot.... I basically know how it feels... The conversation between A and C is more lovely than the conversation between A and B.... Well.... Lets face it... B will never get the priority.....And maybe there's no room for B to fit in into A's heart..... WHat am I talking bout here??? Crazy Ivy...

2010-10-12T20:45:00.000+08:00

Losing faith......sigh......

Last day

2010-10-03T22:13:00.003+08:00

Hello readers!! It's the last day of study break... Now back to reality... Gosh... Its October and finals is around the corner...Time, please slow down the pace coz it's too fast and i can't breath any longer. Uni assesments has been killing me ever since the sem started few months ago without realising I've been pretty much skipping tutorials this sem... Bad Ivy... Oh well, when laziness comes everything change LOL.... But, I won't skip class again coz skipping class is definitely a NO NO habit so, nah uh it's not good at all... Children, please don't follow my footsteps...

Oh yeah, I just got back from a dinner at Imperial Palace Hotel. The food was ok but I do love the environment maybe because it's new hehe... Next time, Im gonna try the western food there coz I heard its way cheaper compare to Siamese. ( Hopefully)... LOLs... Anyways, Jadence and Andrea are getting bigger day by day and I'm happy to see them grow up so fast especially Andrea... She's the cutest of all..But of course it doesn't mean that Jadence not cute ok... Both of them are my angel... hehehehe.... I guess I'll stop here.... Tata....

DOOM!!!

2010-10-02T09:41:00.003+08:00

Well, it's Saturday already gosh!!!! And next week the class starts again!! Time passes so fast that u don't even realised how fast the time runs.... So is it a good thing or a bad thing for me? Well, I think it's good coz I can't wait for my sis wedding this November and I'm gonna be her maid of honour which i think it's kinda tiring... HAHA!!! Sorry sis... But anyway, congratulation on your marriage with Ken=) I'm happy for you guys..... and soon it will be my turn. HAHAHAHAHA... ( slaps self)... Come on wake up Ivy.. Stop day dreaming!!! Ok , change topic... So Im gonna work extra hard this sem coz I dont want the same old thing happen again. God please bless me this time..=) I really need your help and blessings to go through all the obstacles which I'm gonna face this coming week. I know it's gonna be hard and tough but I promise I'm gonna work extremely hard for that... I know I can.. Gosh, I need some motivation and encouragement seriously!!! I think I better stop here coz I can see managing change assignment is waving at me now... I gotta complete it as soon as I can and it's making me nervous for still dragging my work till last minute.... (Double slaps self)....

2010-09-30T22:59:00.004+08:00

Things are getting better these few days...and I hope it continue till the end or forever as our relationships are getting closer and nearer day by day. I'm not hoping much coz at this moment it is the most perfect picture (quoted by Sophie). I dont want anyone ruin it.. Especially those troublemakers and those who still in denial stage for being a troublemaker. I'm not saying that you're trying to do anything to us but then i know deep inside your heart you wanna get something . But, u have to think. Coz by the end of the day, the consequences may impact on you too...I'm not cursing or anything coz what goes around comes around and it really happen. God Bless...

Study Break

2010-09-29T18:53:00.003+08:00

Eventually, i failed to do my assignments or work for the first few days which i had already planned (I hate myself). But anyways, i enjoyed myself last night coz we had a small BBQ at Sophie's place and overnight at her place. It was fun as I learned a lot from her and overall I really had great time with her as well as Dien and Hung and yes I know I walked away during game time coz I really wanna watch that movie hehehe.... Sorry guys.... hehe.... Im feeling a lil better today.. Coz everything going on smoothly. I think im gonna die if this thing still continue as I'm really really sick and tired of all this shit. But I want to let you know that I can forgive you but please... if you were in my place you would feel the same way too.. So please be considerate. I dont wanna hurt anyone. It's more than enough and I'm done with it. So i hope next time, think twice before you wanna do or say anything ....

Another day

2010-09-28T09:38:00.003+08:00

Thank you Lord for giving me another day though im still depress.. somehow i try to forget.. But, i believe that everythings gonna be fine... I think this is not a good year for me and i need to bear for few months again.. but i know i can hold on to it... and i believe i can make it through... Since January i've been facing sadness and depression conquers my daily life.. Let me list down...

January - My beloved grandma gone.

February - Someone leave.

March - Aunty from Kuching gone.

April - My Favourite Aunty from Kuching gone.

May - Exam

June -Result ( Sadness)

July - At least this month better

August - None

September - Worst month ever......

Well, life goes on... This is life people coz ppl come and ppl go in your life...I know it is sad.. but we gotta move on.. and i wish that the person know what i want... I hope you know how i feel...

Message to God

2010-09-27T19:31:00.002+08:00

Dear God, Pls grant my wish... But before that .... Let me fulfill all the things that should be done... Please guide me wherever i go and when the time comes... I will be free and happy and be the choirs of angel....

2010-06-05T17:24:00.002+08:00

Not in the right mood now.... so I guess u all better back off before I do anything to you guys.....

2010-05-25T20:46:00.003+08:00

Sigh.... I cant wait for November to come.... Coz someone will be coming back that time and this means...IT'S VACATION and SHOPPING time and this time i wanna spend my holiday wisely and of course buy all the stuff that I want and the list is super long ..And its gonna be fun coz maybe we'll be going to a few places but Singapore is a MUST !!! LOLsssss...And i think imma gonna shop like mad =))))) Sound scary but once in a while so i think it should be ok..teehee.... and i can't wait till JULY!! Yay!!! Will be going to KL with mummy n sis .. and its SHOPPING time again!!!! weeee...... I've listed down what I want to buy and I think maybe..just maybe I'll get the bag that I want!!! Oh... I just cant wait... But if Euro rate still drop like mad, I think I'm gonna ask Doreen to get it in Paris=))))))))...HAHAHAHA..... Oh god I just love shopping... Just can't help it though...I wanna get some cases for my gadgets so it wont get scratches and stuff especially my baby ipod...sigh.... Anyhow, I shall continue on with my revision.... tata peeps...

2010-05-24T16:23:00.002+08:00

Sad to see your reaction just now. I'm sorry for what I've done that hurts you.. I'm sorry that I never care for you.. I'm sorry for shouting at both of you the other day yet you still pamper me just like you always do and I never even bother about it. I'm sorry coz i didnt met your expectation last sem. I'm sorry for not being a good girl all this while. I'm sorry.. But I promise I'll try my very best to get through everything...
I love you...

BAck

2010-05-21T19:41:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with me? I've been neglecting you for so long...sigh.... Anyway, life's still the same. Eat, sleep, study, assignment, uni, work, chores.... blah.... Well it's almost end of the 1st semester and final is around the corner and i freakingly have not yet started any single shit...and it's 3 weeks away from now... Okays... Anyway, If only I didnt know bout it , then things won't be ended up like this.. So down now... I dont know why ... I just wanna scream as loud as i can now but I can't coz Andrea is around... I dont wanna scare her off. And u know what I had this some sort of sad dream... and i wish it wont happen in real life. I'm scare.. everything's gonna be different without u...Ok, enough said..2010 is not a good year for me... FTW.....

02/10/2009

2009-10-04T19:41:00.005+08:00

On Friday night, I attended Curtin prom with some girl friends and the theme was "Stars of Romance". Well it's kinda fun though as everyone looks stunning and gorgeous with their bling- blings and stuffs. Went for make up and hairdo and i thought i was late coz the prom starts at 6.30pm and i reached around 7.00pm.. But thank goodness I'm not the only late comers. Didn't take much pic that night ...So cheerdo...=)..

Me (Obviously)=)

The Love Birds

( Sophie + Dien )

Sophie and I

With the girls

( Flora, Me, Sonia & Pheobe)

Sophie & I Again

4/09/2009

2009-09-04T09:18:00.003+08:00

As my promised on my previous post, let's meet my niece ANDREA .... Awww..... Isn't she adorable.....=) hehe....

Yay!!!! I passed my Business Law!!! Happy to the MAX!!!!

2/09/2009

2009-09-02T10:12:00.006+08:00

( Taken during their honeymoon in Japan)

~ 02/09/2009 ~

Happy 1st Anniversary To Elvira & See Ming Koko aka bro in law!!!!

May your joy ride go on forever...

31/08/2009

2009-08-31T17:59:00.009+08:00

It's 31st of August...!!! Happy Birthday Miss Christie Tiong Hung Wei!!

I just adore this picture.. Coz it's superbly gorgeous!! ( sorry, I stole it from ur fs )hehe... It's been ages I didn't hear from you since last year girl.. And i'd totally lost contact with you!!! Where have you been??Haha... Anyway, I'm here to wish you Happy 21st Birthday and hope you enjoy being an adult to the fullest, babe!!!

Yeah, apart from this beauty bday, it is also Independence Day for Malaysia today!!! Happy Birthday Malaysia... And I'm proud to be a Malaysian ay...( although I'm not a patriotic Malaysian citizens )Teehee....and apparently today is a public holiday for all Malaysians ( lucky Christie) but unfortunately I have to do revision on Econs and Business Law as the exams is getting nearer day by day...*anxious*

Anyhoos, tuition free week has coming to an end...*sobs*.. and i hope after this, everything will be going on smoothly unlike few weeks back.... collided with fright and fear...

Haha... hmmmm...I guess that's it for today... Need to catch up with revision again...

Have a nice day ppl...

Tata=)

Yours Truthfully,

(psst...ignore my messy and bushy hair)

29/08/2009

2009-08-29T12:02:00.001+08:00

New friend

~ Stephen~

wuahahahaha..... U know who you are......=)

28/08/2009

2009-08-28T21:58:00.003+08:00

Holy Crap.... Its Friday and i haven't even done my assignments yet which is due next week..=(

The Hofstede Theory of Cultural Dimension is totally insane and ridiculous... I have to read over and over again to be familiar with the theory one by one in order to write a good report... Oh god Plz plz plz help me.....

Well, today nothing much happen but instead of doing my assignment , i went to the mall with mummy & sis in the afternoon for lunch and after lunch we did a lil shopping... Yeah i know i supposed to park my butt at home or dad's office and do my freaking assignments but as u can see shopping makes me go oo lala always as all the stress and thoughts go bye bye from my brain...teeheee....Oh well, as we all know, when we girls have the money in our hands , it irritates us a lot ain't it?? And it makes us to have this eagerness to spend money on something plush....Gahhh..... Agree???

27/08/2009

2009-08-27T09:17:00.005+08:00

Hello reader's of Ivy's little space.. I know i haven't been updating much lately cause im too busy with uni stuffs.. yeah... For those who are now in Uni , u know what kills us...... Hell piles of assignments and exams coming up... Gah.. So many things going on lately..

Well yeah, started my Uni life one month ago and I had fun .The lecturer were friendly and helpful and met lotsa pretty cool friends in uni & i love them for being nice and helpful when i needed them..

The whether was horrible on the second week due to uncontrollable open burning at Senadin area...Blame those crazy people.. But thanks God the haze is gone now...Buh bye ....

Had my first Business Law exam on the third week and yeah i managed to passed but the mark doesn't impressed me much.. But at least i had tried my very best..*winks*

Anyway, life without him doesn't work for me as my boringness and depression level hits up to the MAX..... sighs...=(.. But i do wanna thanks to my dearest buddies for the advice and everything . I really needed that despite what had been happening throughout the month..

Bah, need to catch up with my assignments again... Wish me luck guys...=)

2009-05-08T17:06:00.007+08:00

Confusion..

Yep, went to CT Academic yesterday and enrolled myself for my degrees. Was kinda blurred that moment cos I really really can't make any decision yet. I was like "Gosh, which column should I tick.. HELP ME!!..." At first, the lady were convincing me to take Finance ( which I don't really like ) and Marketing.. and it was a massive "Wow" to me.
I cleared my throat and said " Er... Haha.. I hate econs as i might go crazy if I see those diagram thingy." She laughed and said " Don't worry I'd been through that before. I was Curtin student too last time and i took Finance and Marketing. It wasn't so bad. At least it's better than Accounts." it was like a double "Wow" to me cos she said it wasn't hard whatsoever. But in the end i ticked PR and Marketing column which was my second choice cos they didn't offer my first choice which is Accounting and Marketing. It was a big disappointment to me. So, I'm currently waiting for my offer letter and see how it goes. Heh..=)

Its Over... Yay!!!

2009-04-30T11:07:00.004+08:00

Eventually I had done my presentation few days ago ( Yay!!!!! ) and I was freaking unease bout how I'm gonna answer those tough question given by my lecturers... But then it's over.. So its a relief.. Thanks God.... I haven't been well lately due to excruciating hot weather heating the globe and my headache is killing me..=/ and I feel really fatigue in everything i do these few days..
Anyway, I'm so excited over my next trip as it might be fun because someone is following us.. hahaha...But the excitement will just fly away with just a blink of eyes as I'm going to decide which majors should i take for my degree this coming July.. Screw it.... Till now I haven't make any decision yet.. Its hard to make decision which will affect our future.. So I have to think accurately before its too late to be sorry for myself.
Ok now stop talking bout decision making. I'm kinda sick of it.. Let's talk bout my cutie little pie niece who was born one week ago.. Aww... She's such a cute little princess and she weight around 3.4kg and it's a big baby ay.. Everyone loves her especially my parent cuz she is their first grandchild .... But of course me and my sisters were excited and thrilled over my little niece.. Oh I almost forgot.. her name is Andrea by the way... Will upload her pic soon... Till now... Gotta off for lunchie munchie...=)

What is happening to me?

2009-04-19T17:28:00.005+08:00

I can't understand how and why i can be so cruel and mean? Yet, i'd been forgiven all the time.. I wish i can turn back time and I'll repent for all the things I've done. God had sent me such a lovely and nice person to me but how come i still not satisfied? Maybe I'm too greedy.. And i realised that i had been hurting ppl all the time but they never approach to me and tell me my mistake cuz they don't even mind but i do... I do mind..

2009-03-16T10:29:00.001+08:00

Last beverage ~ Mineral Water
Last phone call ~ Someone ... Which i'm not going to tell.... * evil laughs *
Last text message ~ Mr. Raymond Yek
Last time you cried~ Erm.... Can't remember when though....

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice ~ Huh??? Haha..
Been cheated on ~ Yeah ... Definitely... I mean who never rite?
Kissed someone & regretted it ~ Nope...=)
Lost someone special ~ Yeah... But now NOT ANYMORE.....

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love ~ Yeah
Laughed until you cried ~ Oppsiee... Do i need to answer this.... hahaks....
Met someone who changed your life ~ Yeah....
Found out someone was talking about you ~ Yeah... N i dun like it...
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? ~ My best Buddy...
Do you have any pets ~ Yeah...My doggies.... It's like 4 of them...
Do you want to change your name ~ No thanks...
What time did you wake up today ~ Erm.... 7.30am...
What were you doing at midnight last night ~ Secret.... Shhhh.....
Name something you cannot wait for ~ Next Vacation...
The last time you saw your father~ Last Thursday... * Sigh *
What's one thing you wish you could change ~ My skin... As i have sensitive skin.....
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ~ Nope.. I guess... haha
What's getting on your nerves right now ~ My stupid report....
What's your name ~ Ivy Cassandra Chua Pei Yee
Elementary/Primary School~ Gospel Chapel & St Joseph Primary
Middle/Secondary School ~ St Joseph Secondary
High School ~Riam Institution of Technology
Hair color ~ Brown
Long or short ~ Long ( Booooo)
Are you a health freak ~ Yeap... But i'm not at times... Hahaks
Righty or lefty ~ Righty

FIRSTS :
First surgery ~ Nope never...
First piercing ~ When i was 7
First best friend ~ Doreen Chong Yar Yie!!!
First sport you joined ~ Erm....
First pet ~ Yeah...My doggie .. ( Tony )
First vacation ~ Vietnam..

CURRENTLY :
Eating ~ No
Drinking ~ Yeah
Waiting ~ Nothing.....

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? ~ Yeah..
Want to get married?~ Erm... Well it depends....
Careers in mind? ~ A lot bah...

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger ~ ... No way...
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol ~ Yeah... I dun like it
Lost glasses/contacts ~ Yeah
Ran away from home ~ Of course NOT...
Broken someone's heart ~ Yeah... N I was so guilty
Been arrested ~ Nope
Cried when someone died ~ Yeah... But i haven't encounter it...

YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself ~ erm... Can i say 60%?
Miracles ~ Yes... Totally!!!
Love at first sight ~ Yeap Yeap...
Heaven ~ DEFINITELY
Kiss on the first date~ Hahaks....
Angels ~ Yes Yes Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? ~ Yeah...
Do you believe in God? ~ Yes!!!! Amen!!

It's been a while.....

2009-03-13T13:32:00.001+08:00

I'm kinda eager to study whenever i see my friends busy with their assignments n stuffs now...
Yeah i sounds kinda desperate i know ,so what?... some might think I'm crazy as most of them hates going to school... Hahaha.. Well for me, i love it as i enjoy talking with my course mates n disturbing ppl n such n of course i'm a pro match- maker .. hahaha..woohoo... sounds naughty ay... kekeke ( evil laughs )...I miss those days .. Few months later, when i enter new uni it won't be the same anymore.. Time flies and everything will be totally different... It will be totally different without him around.. I'm kinda tired to think bout it anymore..
M currently doing report n presentation for my OJT.. But seriously im so freaking lazy to do it now .. I wish there's someone who can replace me ( fingers cross ) Dream on.... I know it's impossible okay....And luckily due is on April... So, i have about 1 month to finish it..hahaha... Yeah, so this means..... Honeymoon for me now!!!! Yeah i know its kinda stress to do last minute stuffs.. But, i still managed to pull off quite well....So, after my presentation i have to wait for like 3 more months till my graduation day.. WTH.... Have to wait for so long... what a waste of time.. Have to do some planning for these 3 deadly boring month...N i still haven't get my sem 6 results while others got it bout like 1 month ago and i dun even know anything bout it..... I wonder how's my Business Law result.... * sigh * Went to college 2 days ago and guess what there's nobody inside the office and i guess they were having lecture... I was like " Gosh.. Where are all those lecturers? I want my result!!!! " ...

Bad Day...=(

2009-02-19T13:55:00.000+08:00

Urrrgghh..... Pimples!! I hate pimples... I mean who loves it anyway.. It spoils our mood and it spoils our day as well.. Darn.. I think i got at least 5 freaking pimples on my face.. Thanks to the Mr Choco i ate last night.. U really made my day.. ( as if ) hahaks... Hmm... Feel like change my hairstyle but i need to find spare time for my pity hair * sigh *

Oh yeah , I suddenly found this pic of me & my coursemate

Me & Wendy

Kinda miss all of my DipCom's Coursemates

I love u guys

Looking forward to meet u guys soon..=)