Things are getting better these few days...and I hope it continue till the end or forever as our relationships are getting closer and nearer day by day. I'm not hoping much coz at this moment it is the most perfect picture (quoted by Sophie). I dont want anyone ruin it.. Especially those troublemakers and those who still in denial stage for being a troublemaker. I'm not saying that you're trying to do anything to us but then i know deep inside your heart you wanna get something . But, u have to think. Coz by the end of the day, the consequences may impact on you too...I'm not cursing or anything coz what goes around comes around and it really happen. God Bless...

Study Break

Eventually, i failed to do my assignments or work for the first few days which i had already planned (I hate myself). But anyways, i enjoyed myself last night coz we had a small BBQ at Sophie's place and overnight at her place. It was fun as I learned a lot from her and overall I really had great time with her as well as Dien and Hung and yes I know I walked away during game time coz I really wanna watch that movie hehehe.... Sorry guys.... hehe.... Im feeling a lil better today.. Coz everything going on smoothly. I think im gonna die if this thing still continue as I'm really really sick and tired of all this shit. But I want to let you know that I can forgive you but please... if you were in my place you would feel the same way too.. So please be considerate. I dont wanna hurt anyone. It's more than enough and I'm done with it. So i hope next time, think twice before you wanna do or say anything ....

Another day

Thank you Lord for giving me another day though im still depress.. somehow i try to forget.. But, i believe that everythings gonna be fine... I think this is not a good year for me and i need to bear for few months again.. but i know i can hold on to it... and i believe i can make it through... Since January i've been facing sadness and depression conquers my daily life.. Let me list down...

January - My beloved grandma gone.

February - Someone leave.

March - Aunty from Kuching gone.

April - My Favourite Aunty from Kuching gone.

May - Exam

June -Result ( Sadness)

July - At least this month better

August - None

September - Worst month ever......

Well, life goes on... This is life people coz ppl come and ppl go in your life...I know it is sad.. but we gotta move on.. and i wish that the person know what i want... I hope you know how i feel...

Message to God

Dear God, Pls grant my wish... But before that .... Let me fulfill all the things that should be done... Please guide me wherever i go and when the time comes... I will be free and happy and be the choirs of angel....