Why?

I don't know since when I'm an optimist person??? I mean, you see many people open their hearts and confides me by telling me their problems, snags and stuffs and I'm the one trying to comfort them and cheer them up. Instead, I can't even think like how I said to other people whenever I'm dying from inside by saying " Oh , don't worry about me.. I'm Ok".. But the truth is, I'm not ok. Why am I hiding all this all the way? Carry all the burden without asking for any help...? But come to think of it, it is better that not to tell coz I rather carry it myself instead of troubling people to carry the same burden with me. It will be double the misery....T.T

U're driving me NUTS!!!! Get it.....!! NUTS!!!! Why you do this to me? Did I do anything that offended you? Did I? I've tried my best to make you happy but yet you make me sick, disappointed and sad all the time. Sometimes I really dont know what you want from me...

=D

I'm sooooOOOooooOOOoooo happy today !!! YAY!!! I received my parcel today!!! OMG!!!! Thanks to the seller coz her service is awesome!!! Gotta buy more from her soon but not now coz I've just place my order on another seller hehehehehehe......=)

Dum dee dum dum dee dum dum dee dum dum!

Finally , I've already done those 2 freaking presentations last week.. So no more... YAY!!!! But one more group assignment to go *yawns*... I wish there's someone who can replace me coz im super duper lazy at the moment...I've just finished the LAST topical issue which i think I've done it quite bad coz basically I think it's kinda hard to find those articles.. Oh well, fingers cross and hopefully I can get higher marks ... Finals is around the corner and as usual, I havent started anything yet but i will ok? LOlssss *as if* It's a miracle if you guys see me do revision this early... but who knows... Right?? LOLssss...But I love the exam timetable coz both units has a big gap in between... so yeah.. I got plenty of times yo!

Recently, I'm sooooo damn addicted with make ups ( thanks to Sophie n Flora).... Coz I finally realised that make up is VERY VERY crucial for ladies... I guess LOL.... well this is what i think.. who knows... haha...maybe wrong I dont know.... And I really invested a lot on it and I think its a bad sign coz there will be a BIG, HUGE, MASSIVE hole in my purse.... *cries*..... I should have save some money for my Sg trip next year... But then again ... Those palettes really makes me happy...Today, I told Sophie that I even dreamt about those palettes but I think in her mind she was like " What the Heck ?".. LOls... so yeah...

I've got a long list of stuff waiting for me.... gosh..And yes... I wanna get a watch so badly... I need a watch... My previous watch from Guess can't function anymore... sobs... It's my fav watch man... The guy said I dropped it therefore it cant work anymore.... But then I think I should just keep it to become an antique for my great grand son or daughters... LOLsss...

Hehe... My latest pic.... In the Library yo!!!

I love you....

If tomorrow never comes......My words never comes in your mind.....

Change Direction

.... Basically this is how and what B felt whenever B see the way A talk, stare and also body contact with C.... And its totally different from how A treated B....... Sometimes B wonder, whether A is making the right choice? Maybe, B is just the replacement or just a bridge for A to cross over... Well, if it is... Pls dont let B suffer anymore.... Coz it hurts a lot.... I basically know how it feels... The conversation between A and C is more lovely than the conversation between A and B.... Well.... Lets face it... B will never get the priority.....And maybe there's no room for B to fit in into A's heart..... WHat am I talking bout here??? Crazy Ivy...

Losing faith......sigh......

Last day

Hello readers!! It's the last day of study break... Now back to reality... Gosh... Its October and finals is around the corner...Time, please slow down the pace coz it's too fast and i can't breath any longer. Uni assesments has been killing me ever since the sem started few months ago without realising I've been pretty much skipping tutorials this sem... Bad Ivy... Oh well, when laziness comes everything change LOL.... But, I won't skip class again coz skipping class is definitely a NO NO habit so, nah uh it's not good at all... Children, please don't follow my footsteps...

Oh yeah, I just got back from a dinner at Imperial Palace Hotel. The food was ok but I do love the environment maybe because it's new hehe... Next time, Im gonna try the western food there coz I heard its way cheaper compare to Siamese. ( Hopefully)... LOLs... Anyways, Jadence and Andrea are getting bigger day by day and I'm happy to see them grow up so fast especially Andrea... She's the cutest of all..But of course it doesn't mean that Jadence not cute ok... Both of them are my angel... hehehehe.... I guess I'll stop here.... Tata....

DOOM!!!

Well, it's Saturday already gosh!!!! And next week the class starts again!! Time passes so fast that u don't even realised how fast the time runs.... So is it a good thing or a bad thing for me? Well, I think it's good coz I can't wait for my sis wedding this November and I'm gonna be her maid of honour which i think it's kinda tiring... HAHA!!! Sorry sis... But anyway, congratulation on your marriage with Ken=) I'm happy for you guys..... and soon it will be my turn. HAHAHAHAHA... ( slaps self)... Come on wake up Ivy.. Stop day dreaming!!! Ok , change topic... So Im gonna work extra hard this sem coz I dont want the same old thing happen again. God please bless me this time..=) I really need your help and blessings to go through all the obstacles which I'm gonna face this coming week. I know it's gonna be hard and tough but I promise I'm gonna work extremely hard for that... I know I can.. Gosh, I need some motivation and encouragement seriously!!! I think I better stop here coz I can see managing change assignment is waving at me now... I gotta complete it as soon as I can and it's making me nervous for still dragging my work till last minute.... (Double slaps self)....