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Hello blog… I basically not in the right mood today.. Coz I realised that people are sooo not considerate bout others. One thing for sure is that they just care about themselves and obviously they are self-centred. I don’t know but for me, I’d always think about others. How they feel, what they want, where they got hurts and stuffs… I feel like I’ve been trapped in the world of selfishness and harshness. And I also feel like I’ve been controlled by people. Controlling over my life’s and stuffs. I mean come on… Can’t I have anytime for myself? Can’t I make my own decision and do whatever I want? Can’t I live my own life? I’m sorry God coz I really feel like spilling out what is in my heart right at the moment. I’m sorry for complaining too much but I really feel like at certain point my life is unfair…

Its the 20th of December and its 5 days away till Christmas!!!! YIPPY!!!!!! Aren't you guys excited and happy for the coming of Christ???? We should be happy and celebrate for the coming of Christ!!! I'm almost done with my christmas shopping and just left one more and I'm done with everyone's pressie!!! Hopefully everyone loves their gifts....=) Cheers people <3......

In our life.........

It is awesome meeting new friends or get to know new people in your life but hey, don't get me wrong coz I am not the most social person on earth seeing that I don't really click with everybody or anybody . I know I'm such a loner. But seriously I really am. I've been trying so hard to mix around these few years but mostly fails (in terms of friendship). It will be worth working on and keeping it, however it takes time to find those connection. The most important thing is trust in between. It is hard to trust someone and it is hard for me to put trust on anyone now . Of course except my families and bf. For god sake why would you lie to the one who trusted you so much? Tell me what will you get or what is the benefit of telling lie? Therefore, it is very hard to squeeze a relationship (friendship) in because it has already becomes a phobia in you. So many of us have at least one bad story in life.. So perhaps, maybe we will feel better if we share our stories with families at least we can be aware of it next time. Oh yes, and bear in mind that your own secrets might be reveal too if the one you've told is a scumbag.

My spririt lifted high!!!!

So yeah!!! I've Passed all my units this semester!!!!!YAY!!!!!!! Gosh, was feeling nervous last night before they released the result...and surprisingly I passed managing change which is my worst nightmare throughout the semester and the only unit I'm worried the most!!! Because its super tough as what all the seniors said and there are lotsa theories that we need to understand and memorise... Praise the Lord !!! I've passed it!!! Now I can enjoy my holidays peacefully and i can proceed for tougher units next year... geezz..... Cheers people!!!