Like what they always said, there are no fairytales in reality. I used to think that if we believe in it, it will happen but it turns out to be different. Sometimes when u look at what other person have, its definitely better than what u currently own. To comfort yourself, you would say " Nevermind, who knows it might happen to you one day". But u see, sometimes, people never realize how worse they are and for u, u think its the best already. I know we cannot expect more already and we cant be greedy but when u're in need of one thing, which is " care", you just can't help it.