Depressed

I dont know.. I just feel like a failure sometimes. Sucks in making friends.. hard to click with someone's thought.. I dont know.. I just feel that I dont deserve a good treatment. At times, I really hope I can be better or become someone better so that people will see the good in me. I've tried my very best to give people what they want and just follow what they want. But, people just dont understand and sometimes took me for granted. I'm tired.. I'm tired of pleasing people.. Im tired of looking at people's unhappy face when it comes to my decisions. I just feel like I dont belong. I really dont know what to do... and I feel like Im a failure girlfriend as well.. Maybe they are right... Im ridiculous... =,(.